bumped into an old fren yesterday night , where we used to jam all the time and went for performance, and again brought us back the old memories , so called those were the days.....
we used to go for performance , and that made me skip a lot of classes , for me when comes to music or drums , that's the higest motivation gave me. Or i should say , whenever i'm down or sad or in shit , music n drumming gave the push n hit me hard to bring back my ego and others back on track.
i think everyone of us deserve to be down or sad sometimes , but the important thing is , we must find ways to pull ourself back and be strong . giving excuses to be sad is jus doesnt work , at least i speak for myself here. For me , learning from drums is the push , and Deen Castronovo , a very i admire drummer that i always look up to , after i found that cure for myself .... until today , the cure still works for me.
Hahahah.. do ask me of i still managed to play like that , 10 years back maybe , now not even 1/4 i guess ... but happy for myself at least still sit infront of the drums at least once weekly to do something new... and for that , is the commitment... and the motivations ..... the cure :) .